Okay, So Honestly I feel like a horrible person,
I'm jealous of my best friend. She gets every guy she wants.
And ever guy I've ever EVER Liked has ended up liking her.
All except one, And he is now my ex.
But every other guy has ended up falling for my best friend.
That would be Savannah.
She is gorgeous, And I am jealous.
The thing is, I bet if she was ugly, No one would like her.
Well, The guys that is.
The whole reason they start talking to her is cause they think she is hot,
or sexy or some shit like that.
And she gets told she's hot and beautiful everyday,
But she thinks she is UGLY! Its fucked up.
She thinks she's fat too. And she knows she's smaller than me.
I know she thinks I'm a fat ass.
She says it and says she is joking, But it hurts my self esteem.
But she still does it. I don't ever let her know how bad she makes me feel about myself.
Today, she was on the phone with her friend Zach or Zak I (dunno which one.)
but whoever asked for a picture of me and Madison Too, and We sent one.
When she sent one the guy replied with,
"Your the love of my life. Haha."
And When we sent pictures they're like,
"Oh, Do you have a better one?"
And we actually sent pictures we liked.
So that made our self esteems go down alot.
She flirts with every guy she talks to and gets them to like her.
Me and her are friends with this guy, Casey.
He's super super hot, And Me and Madison had a picture of him as out backround
On our phones, And yet even though Savannah said She
"Didn't like him"
She got pissed and accused me of being in love with him.
Yeah I liked him, Till he started talking to her again, when they were fighting
I was on his side because she was wrong for being mad at him
So Me and him talked non stop, When we woke up to when we went to bed,
I even told him "Iloveyou." But he didn't say it back because he had just broken
Up with his girl friend and wasn't ready to say it, I just ment it as a friendship way.
But then they made up,
He stopped talking to me.
and they started liking each other again.
and before they had made up and me and him were talking non stop He wrote me this long thing telling me how much it ment to him that he had me to talk to and that he knew I was real,( He had just found out his girlfriend was fake.) and how much I had helped him,
and it ment alot to me to hear that I actually ment alot to him.
I had liked him alot at this point.
he seemed different.
Like a really good guy.
but I changed my mind once he totally stopped talking to me and talks to Savannah daily.
Seems like he was before,
He may be hot,
But he was an asshole.
And Still like I'll text him, And he won't reply.
Savannah will text him,
of course he replys.
everyone replies to her,
And who replies to my texts?
Madison, Uhm, Cara,
Josh?No, Does he reply to Savannah?
most of the time, Yeah.
When it comes down to it every guy would choose her over me.
every single guy.
Its fucked up.
Well.
Bye.
I'm jealous of my best friend. She gets every guy she wants.
And ever guy I've ever EVER Liked has ended up liking her.
All except one, And he is now my ex.
But every other guy has ended up falling for my best friend.
That would be Savannah.
She is gorgeous, And I am jealous.
The thing is, I bet if she was ugly, No one would like her.
Well, The guys that is.
The whole reason they start talking to her is cause they think she is hot,
or sexy or some shit like that.
And she gets told she's hot and beautiful everyday,
But she thinks she is UGLY! Its fucked up.
She thinks she's fat too. And she knows she's smaller than me.
I know she thinks I'm a fat ass.
She says it and says she is joking, But it hurts my self esteem.
But she still does it. I don't ever let her know how bad she makes me feel about myself.
Today, she was on the phone with her friend Zach or Zak I (dunno which one.)
but whoever asked for a picture of me and Madison Too, and We sent one.
When she sent one the guy replied with,
"Your the love of my life. Haha."
And When we sent pictures they're like,
"Oh, Do you have a better one?"
And we actually sent pictures we liked.
So that made our self esteems go down alot.
She flirts with every guy she talks to and gets them to like her.
Me and her are friends with this guy, Casey.
He's super super hot, And Me and Madison had a picture of him as out backround
On our phones, And yet even though Savannah said She
"Didn't like him"
She got pissed and accused me of being in love with him.
Yeah I liked him, Till he started talking to her again, when they were fighting
I was on his side because she was wrong for being mad at him
So Me and him talked non stop, When we woke up to when we went to bed,
I even told him "Iloveyou." But he didn't say it back because he had just broken
Up with his girl friend and wasn't ready to say it, I just ment it as a friendship way.
But then they made up,
He stopped talking to me.
and they started liking each other again.
and before they had made up and me and him were talking non stop He wrote me this long thing telling me how much it ment to him that he had me to talk to and that he knew I was real,( He had just found out his girlfriend was fake.) and how much I had helped him,
and it ment alot to me to hear that I actually ment alot to him.
I had liked him alot at this point.
he seemed different.
Like a really good guy.
but I changed my mind once he totally stopped talking to me and talks to Savannah daily.
Seems like he was before,
He may be hot,
But he was an asshole.
And Still like I'll text him, And he won't reply.
Savannah will text him,
of course he replys.
everyone replies to her,
And who replies to my texts?
Madison, Uhm, Cara,
Josh?No, Does he reply to Savannah?
most of the time, Yeah.
When it comes down to it every guy would choose her over me.
every single guy.
Its fucked up.
Well.
Bye.
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