yeahh..about that... =/

ok so yesterday savannah came to my aunt's house with me. It was fun i guess. untill earlier today..We went and asked my uncle if we can walk to target. Not that far, its ok right? So he says yes we walk to target. Then [[we told him that we were going to do this too.]] we were going to go to McDonalds. but once we get out of target my aunts calls me yelling.

she said"Where the hell are you guys?!?!"

so i said, " We just got out of target. We are coming home now."

"I'm so mad at your guys right now. Come home now!"

"ok."

"once you get here savannah is going home!"

"ok."

"you guys are in deep shit!"

and then i hung up. (: lol

ok then i went home.

alice is still at her house.

babysitting. she probably got yelled at before i did.

but then i sit down [[i was at home at this point]] and i start watching batman the dark night.

-which is really good.-

and my aunt calls.

i figure she just want to talk to my mom.

but i pick up the hone she says "grace?"

"yeah?"

"You know that Target thing was bullshit. I'm dissapionted in you , your sister and your friend right now. she isnt allowed to come to my house anymore!"

"ok."

"i know you guys only asked darren because you knew he would say yes. If you wanted to go somewhere you could have just asked up to drive you there."

but when we left? ya she was asleep! thats why we asked her husband!

"you girls dont need to be walking down a busy road by your selfs!"

at this point i was crying.

"ok, iknow" i said.

"well i'm not sure if your mom knows but your dad does!"

"i know. i talked to him earlier."

" ok well i'm going to talk to your mom later."

"ok, im sorry."

*akward scilence.**

"*sigh*its ok."

"bye."

then i hung up.

i was crying so hard!

my mom was trying to get me to tell her so i did.

and guess what?!?!?

when my aunt told my dad..ya

she got him to yell at me too!

but she is the only one mad.

my mom is just mad because ididnt stand up for my self.

but so apperently my mom called my aunt and defended me.

and now I'm waiting for my mom to call me and tell me what hapened.

im scared.. =/

ok and to mjake my weekend even better!!

jacob wont txt me back at all!

josh and savannah broke up.

josh is going out with a totally different girl now.

manwhore.

but so now im worried that jacob is going to break up with me.

not a good thing.

apperently he got me a christmas present.

but i have to get him one now too!

what do guys like?!?!

seriously?!?!

i need help!?!?!?!?!?!?!

he has told me he loves me many times.

but never in person. i think on monday i will actually say it.

in band people were trying to get us to hold hands.

the teacher was RIGHT behind us!

if the teacher wasnt there i would have. :]

and idk i think i might actually love him.

he isnt the best looking guy.

but he isnt ugly.

and i think i want to have my first kiss with him. (:

but im going to finish watching batman.

then i have to do dishes.

and clean the living room!

ughh!

i think im going to make a mydeardiary.

shouldi??

ya i will before i watch the movie...

ill let u know what my mom says!

bye!

ily!

-grace

"there's a little truth in every jk.

there's a little curiousity in every jk.

there's a little knowledge in every idk.

there's a little emotion in every idc."

<33

havent been on latley...

hey.. its gracee.
i haven't been on latley.
so ill catch you guys up really quick.
i got a new boyfriend. his name is jacob.
new and my "former" best friend. are best friends again.
she is going out with josh now..
i had a band concert today.
i totally rocked it. (:
my mom apperently really wants to meet jacob.
they were totally embarassing!
it was bad!
alice goes"hey grace! mom wants to meet your boy!"
i was blushing the whole time!
and he was right next to me!
and then my sister goes hey jacob say hi to my mom!
she says that as we walk out and he goes..
hi grace's mom!
me and him were both red!
it was sooo bad!
umm
and about the whole former best friend thing..
she totally hates her family and o prety much f eel the same.
my family sucks!
accept my aunt.
she is amasing!
but i have to go or else ill get caught by my dad.
:(
ily people...



every body scream your heart out.<33

havent been on latley...

ok still no one reads this but here u go..

ok so the main things....
my pet ferrett died on 10-30-08 i miss her.


my friends wrote this i think its amasing : ]




Red red

Pumping pumping

Blood blood blood blood

Love love love love love love love love

Thump thump thumpity- thump thump thump, thump.

Thump, thump, BOOM! Thump, thump, thump, BOOM!

Valentine- will you be mine? Valentine- will you be mine?

Red veins, blue veins, green veins, yellow veins, red.

Pump pump pump pump pump pump pump.

Black hole, black hole, black hole.

be-bea-beat-beat-beating.

The missing piece.

My misery.

All's fair

In love

And

War.

♥


i was a heart when i copied it but now its a little deformed. lol
also josh is trying to get me to go out with my frined [and his] which sucks cus i still love him ... : [
ummm my birthday is coming up....11 days ....twilight movie..woo!
well im cold and hungry..so im going to get off...
i know noone will read this so.....
whats the point?!?!


whatever...



--grace.




when you can live forever what do you live for? - twilight

i love you forever and a dayy. <33

heyy its grace here..
right now im tired and babysitting..well sorta the baby is asleep.
he is my baby cousin he is now 2 years old today. november 8th.
and my birthday is in two weeks..[[from friday]]
yes the 21 st. if any one cares..
no chnges with josh but he tryed to get me to go out with my friend tj because he likes me but i dont feel the same.. i aslo told emily josh apperently best girl friends like they are best friends.?
athat i still havent gotten over him and she said she understood and taht he was amasing aso now i think she likes him too which sucks because..i like him...
anyywayy more important stuff...barack obama is the president [[to be]] now and idk im fine with it..bbut i dont really care about politics lol
but im goin to go to bed im going to go out of town tomorrw night

my life moto?life each day like its your last dont hesitate just act.. <33

i hatee everythingg about youu....

ok so yesterday[[saturday]] i went to go visit my grandparent in illonios..chagio to be exact : ]
but so i woke up at like mindight[again] and i ate dinner..[[i was asleep during actaul dinner :P ]]
and we left for chagio at like 8 and i fell asleep in the car for a while and thats it
then we went to six flags and it was freezing!
but im scared of heights like majorly!but i twas fun..people were going around dressed up in scary costumes scaring u
it was freeky!
and on this weekend i also figured out i still like josh ..alot...
the title? tahts sorta how i feel about him and i was listening to the song by three days grace...
but ya i still like him i dont think i stopped and i dont want him to know because i dont ant to be hurt like taht again..
i know no one really reads this or comments it but i still like getting it out..


but ya and the last thing we said to each other before he broke up with me was i love you and i love you too : [
so ya but im totally freezing!
and i have to get off my stomach hurts and right now ill im thinking about is him...
so bye...


so tell me which hurts more, thinking you should hate him or knowing you dont?
: [

--grace<33

middle of the night

ok so i cant sleep and i cant see that no one is even comment or prabably reading my blog so i could pretty much say anything...
but i dont know what to say that i wouldnt normallly say.. so i guess il just tell you what happened in the past few days...

ok so first ..
mariah is trying to get me and josh back together.
idk i think he has a girlfriend.
all i know is his " girlfriend" [[i say it like taht cause idk lol ]] is a grade below us and he's probably playin her like he did to me and a bunch of other girls who really liked him .
and i think i want to go back out with him... i mean i know it wont last cause idk his "relationships" -if u even want to call it that- never last that long.
when we were going out he wanted me to kiss him cause me & him havent even kisses anyone
yes i know by my friend marie thats the sad and pethetic. and im sorry but she's ust a hoe so its only bad if your a slut who kisses every guy she sees! [[not literly...i hope...lol]]
but ya so we were going to kiss but then he broke up with me cause he still liked his ex and he didnt see a "spark"
he never even asked out his ex again so me and my friends just think he played me like he did with the others..
im just confused i mean i still like him but i dont at the same time..ughh i hate it
..... lol hey! i just realized i can type with out looking : ] lol im pround of myself..but i still have to take typing in the second semester : [...
lol back to the subject! anyway is it bad taht i still like him even though i know if we even ever do go back out he'll probably play me like last time?
my friend hayley said i should get over him cause he's a jerkface..lol he's my jerkface : ]
lol i call him that to his face ill be like hey jerkface : ]
ive been calling him that sense before we went out
im not sure because thinking about him makes me want to cry and smile at the same time.... he gets off his crutches on monday : ] i hope anyway i'm going to wear his jacket tomorrow lol im going to " forget" mine in my locker :P
lol sooo ya if anyone even reads this please comment... my sister is at my aunts and i feel lonley : [ lol ill actually probably try to go to bed soon.. im freezing! its like 30 somethin degrees outside and we dont have heat..i know it sucks!
so im really cold im going to go undera bunch of blankets and go to bed...well try atleast : ]
good night/ bye
--grace : ]


i just wanted you to know i think about you everynight and when i fall asleep you are in my dreams, just like in a movie the one you wanna see with that happy ending <33--hawthorne heights we are so last year : ] my favorite song right now

night!remember comment! : ]

ughh more drama!! : [

ok so today at school i think i figured out i still like my ex...but im not sure if i even stopped liking him in the first place..
and my friend jake was really upset because the girl he is like inlove with kissed her boyfriend for te first time..and they are getting serious... so jake is pretty upset.. :[
but ill tell you more about it later my dad is bringing me some taco bell home cause im hungry and didnt eat dinner..
lol
so im going to go eat
im not sure what my quote will be today i havent really though of it so ill just pick a random one..

im here which roughly translated means i'd rather die then stay away from you <33

--grace <33 : ]

my very first blog..

ok so this is my first blog on this website.. so i guess ill tell you alittle about myself..
im going to do what my sister does and not put my friends real names..ill put different ones, ill try to keep them straight : ]
ok so my name is grace.
my best friends' names are cassandra , mary & savannah.
i'm not totalt sure who all my true friends are but i know who cant trust.
i can trust my sister with everything, her name is alice.
my brother is just really annoying, his name is mark.
im the middle child.
im straight.
my family is totally insane but i love them.
same with my friends..well my friends are the fun type of crazy..my family is just kind of weird.lol
im a striaght A student..well most of the time..
im not sure if i like anyone right now.. i just broke up with my boyfriend last week..he still liked his ex girlfriend..i guess my mom was right when she said i was a rebound girl. so ya at the moment i think guys just suck.
[[im not totally sure what to put so im just writing random stuff about my self on here]]
i like smileys : ]
i love the twilight series.
i have just started reading blood and chocolate and so far i really like it : ]
i like food but im not fat..[[or so people tell me..]]
im random.
i like to write and read.
i cant go very long with out having a book.
if i finish a book i have to find a new one within about 3 days : ]
im a band geek.
i play the flute.
i love it when someone can make me laugh.
i love quotes about love.<3
even if its about a broken heart < / 3
im not sure what else to write so im going to end it here.i think im going to end my blogs each time with a quote.


ok well ill write again as soon as i can : ]


you live, you laugh, you love, you learn, you scream, you cry, you crash, you burn

my favorite quote at the moment : ]

-- grace <33