Woahh. Its been forever.

I haven't written on here in foreverr.
So latley.
Me and Ian go out again. 1-1-10.
uh. me and sandra are friends again, Kinda. I think she hates me.
Me and kayla are getting super close. :)
uh, Emma hates me.
i kinda think Maddie does to.
blahh.l Fml.
I'm gonna go.
Bye
-Teagan.

Haha.(:

Okay, I suck at keeping names straight so, Yeah. I'm just gonna say people's name's now.
Okay, So Me and Maddie, Maddie is my best friend, are hanging out right now, I don't know what she's doing but yeah, I decided to update this.
RIGHT NOW! :D
So Anyway, First week of school. Fun.(:
I missed it, I missed the people.
Hm. Oh yeah! Me and Savannah, Real name- Sandra, Aren't friends anymore.
I'm happy with that, she treated us badly. Me and Maddie didn't deserve that.
Anyway, back to school and people,
Me and Maddie haven't been able to hang out much since school started, But I slept over yesterday, School night sleepover.(: and I'm sleeping over again tonight.
I'm glad I missed her.
And now she's in here trying to hug me. Haha.(:
back to business! okay, School.
Ian got way cuter..
Just sayin. His hair's longer now, Since he cut it for money.
I an's the one I dated for Almost three months.
and Logan's i dunno.
Not better but not worse.
But he looks like he has a unibrow.
It bugs me.
But Other than that he's really cute.
Haha. I saw him and Ian's school pictures, They both look really cute.
Haha. Kale's got dreads now, Maddy did but she took 'em out yesterday.):
Uhm, Anyway, I think Maddie's bored with me writing this. Haha.
I'm gonna keep writing though, Just a while. I'm faster at typing anyway.
So She made me admit I liked Logan today.
On Thursday We went over to his house and I got a little kid to call this one weird guy a potty mouth. It was amazing, Anyway. We we're like watching them do this stupid baseball football thing. It was pointless. but it was fun, And WE HAVE A GAY BEST FRIEND!
sorry, Had to get that out there.(:
And We went back to Maddie's grandma's house today and I kept bugging her to walk back over to Logan's with me. Eventually we did, But after Her dad made me help him with Math, Weirddd.
and her Grandma kept trying to force feed us! And so we went over there and it was Logan, Braeden and the weird dude. I dunno his name. He kept checking out Maddie, And he said I was "Kinda Fat." Nice right? And Me and braeden are Lego buddy's.(:
And Logan kept throwing stuff at me, And Maddie says flirting with me.
then Later, We waited on the corner for Maddie's brother and then saw a hot guy in a car pull up to logan's house.
Yeah Logan's brother's hot, Just sayin.
Haha.
And braeden Yelled, "Yeah, That's Logan's brother I know he's hott!" Urg!
And So Logan know's We think his brother's hot.
Me AND Maddie.(:
And Later Logan told me he wouldn't mind marring me. Weird.
And yeah. Then we went out to dinner, Me and Maddie and her mom and brother.
And now we're here.
Maddie's ass hurts.(: She just told me that and so I'm typing it.
Maddie can't spell for shit!
oh yeah,some guy wants some "naughties" From maddie! Lmao.
Funny, Funny.
She said no and he stopped talking to her.
Hahaha.

I think she shouldn't she thinks she shouldn't either. So Yeah.
He's the only one who thinks she should.
Haha.
I'm texting Jeremy. He's my friend, haha. I'm bored.
Uhm.
Justin won't stop texting me now! Ugh!
I gave him my number for the hot guy, not for him.
Urghhh.
Oh well.
Kory kept bringing the cheese up to maddie.
Hahahahha.
Oh yeah, Our gay best friend, Skyler.(:
He is jealous of me and Maddie's boobs, He like my boobs, He thinks tim's hott, He grabbed my butt today( while reaching for my phone.), He Is actually only bi. , He acts like a girl it bothers me kinda.
You know what else bothers me?! How much guys spit! Ew.
Blech.
And guy's feet.
Ew.
*throws up.*
Well, Yeah. Bye.
-Teagan Marie.(:

Urg. Bad.

Okay, So Honestly I feel like a horrible person,
I'm jealous of my best friend. She gets every guy she wants.
And ever guy I've ever EVER Liked has ended up liking her.
All except one, And he is now my ex.
But every other guy has ended up falling for my best friend.
That would be Savannah.
She is gorgeous, And I am jealous.
The thing is, I bet if she was ugly, No one would like her.
Well, The guys that is.
The whole reason they start talking to her is cause they think she is hot,
or sexy or some shit like that.
And she gets told she's hot and beautiful everyday,
But she thinks she is UGLY! Its fucked up.
She thinks she's fat too. And she knows she's smaller than me.
I know she thinks I'm a fat ass.
She says it and says she is joking, But it hurts my self esteem.
But she still does it. I don't ever let her know how bad she makes me feel about myself.
Today, she was on the phone with her friend Zach or Zak I (dunno which one.)
but whoever asked for a picture of me and Madison Too, and We sent one.
When she sent one the guy replied with,
"Your the love of my life. Haha."
And When we sent pictures they're like,
"Oh, Do you have a better one?"
And we actually sent pictures we liked.
So that made our self esteems go down alot.
She flirts with every guy she talks to and gets them to like her.
Me and her are friends with this guy, Casey.
He's super super hot, And Me and Madison had a picture of him as out backround
On our phones, And yet even though Savannah said She
"Didn't like him"
She got pissed and accused me of being in love with him.
Yeah I liked him, Till he started talking to her again, when they were fighting
I was on his side because she was wrong for being mad at him
So Me and him talked non stop, When we woke up to when we went to bed,
I even told him "Iloveyou." But he didn't say it back because he had just broken
Up with his girl friend and wasn't ready to say it, I just ment it as a friendship way.
But then they made up,
He stopped talking to me.
and they started liking each other again.
and before they had made up and me and him were talking non stop He wrote me this long thing telling me how much it ment to him that he had me to talk to and that he knew I was real,( He had just found out his girlfriend was fake.) and how much I had helped him,
and it ment alot to me to hear that I actually ment alot to him.
I had liked him alot at this point.
he seemed different.
Like a really good guy.
but I changed my mind once he totally stopped talking to me and talks to Savannah daily.
Seems like he was before,
He may be hot,
But he was an asshole.
And Still like I'll text him, And he won't reply.
Savannah will text him,
of course he replys.
everyone replies to her,
And who replies to my texts?
Madison, Uhm, Cara,
Josh?No, Does he reply to Savannah?
most of the time, Yeah.
When it comes down to it every guy would choose her over me.
every single guy.


Its fucked up.



Well.
Bye.

wow its been a long time...

hola. grace here.
havent been on latley.sorry about that.
so me and jacob broke up.
i broke up with him.
i guess i didnt like him like i used to.
no we didnt kiss.
we held hand all that happy crap.
iwent to his house with a few friends.
we were in his room and his mom got mad.
she kicked us out!! :O
i felt bad.
we went out for like....almost 2 months.
my longest relationship.
ive only actually broken up with two people.
my ex [from a long time ago] and him.
so i told jake i liked him.
he told me he didnt like me.
but i 'm ok with it.
me and him tell each other everything.
and idk i dont trust most guys but i trust him and isaiah. lol.
well idk.
im just confused.
and i lost ,my dads iIpod.
ya great huh?
well im [kinda sorta] babysitting i have to go give them lunch.
bye.

-Grace. <33


"In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete; drawn only to be washed away. For the time I've been given I am what I am." - Five finger death punch.-never enough.

yeahh..about that... =/

ok so yesterday savannah came to my aunt's house with me. It was fun i guess. untill earlier today..We went and asked my uncle if we can walk to target. Not that far, its ok right? So he says yes we walk to target. Then [[we told him that we were going to do this too.]] we were going to go to McDonalds. but once we get out of target my aunts calls me yelling.

she said"Where the hell are you guys?!?!"

so i said, " We just got out of target. We are coming home now."

"I'm so mad at your guys right now. Come home now!"

"ok."

"once you get here savannah is going home!"

"ok."

"you guys are in deep shit!"

and then i hung up. (: lol

ok then i went home.

alice is still at her house.

babysitting. she probably got yelled at before i did.

but then i sit down [[i was at home at this point]] and i start watching batman the dark night.

-which is really good.-

and my aunt calls.

i figure she just want to talk to my mom.

but i pick up the hone she says "grace?"

"yeah?"

"You know that Target thing was bullshit. I'm dissapionted in you , your sister and your friend right now. she isnt allowed to come to my house anymore!"

"ok."

"i know you guys only asked darren because you knew he would say yes. If you wanted to go somewhere you could have just asked up to drive you there."

but when we left? ya she was asleep! thats why we asked her husband!

"you girls dont need to be walking down a busy road by your selfs!"

at this point i was crying.

"ok, iknow" i said.

"well i'm not sure if your mom knows but your dad does!"

"i know. i talked to him earlier."

" ok well i'm going to talk to your mom later."

"ok, im sorry."

*akward scilence.**

"*sigh*its ok."

"bye."

then i hung up.

i was crying so hard!

my mom was trying to get me to tell her so i did.

and guess what?!?!?

when my aunt told my dad..ya

she got him to yell at me too!

but she is the only one mad.

my mom is just mad because ididnt stand up for my self.

but so apperently my mom called my aunt and defended me.

and now I'm waiting for my mom to call me and tell me what hapened.

im scared.. =/

ok and to mjake my weekend even better!!

jacob wont txt me back at all!

josh and savannah broke up.

josh is going out with a totally different girl now.

manwhore.

but so now im worried that jacob is going to break up with me.

not a good thing.

apperently he got me a christmas present.

but i have to get him one now too!

what do guys like?!?!

seriously?!?!

i need help!?!?!?!?!?!?!

he has told me he loves me many times.

but never in person. i think on monday i will actually say it.

in band people were trying to get us to hold hands.

the teacher was RIGHT behind us!

if the teacher wasnt there i would have. :]

and idk i think i might actually love him.

he isnt the best looking guy.

but he isnt ugly.

and i think i want to have my first kiss with him. (:

but im going to finish watching batman.

then i have to do dishes.

and clean the living room!

ughh!

i think im going to make a mydeardiary.

shouldi??

ya i will before i watch the movie...

ill let u know what my mom says!

bye!

ily!

-grace

"there's a little truth in every jk.

there's a little curiousity in every jk.

there's a little knowledge in every idk.

there's a little emotion in every idc."

<33

havent been on latley...

hey.. its gracee.
i haven't been on latley.
so ill catch you guys up really quick.
i got a new boyfriend. his name is jacob.
new and my "former" best friend. are best friends again.
she is going out with josh now..
i had a band concert today.
i totally rocked it. (:
my mom apperently really wants to meet jacob.
they were totally embarassing!
it was bad!
alice goes"hey grace! mom wants to meet your boy!"
i was blushing the whole time!
and he was right next to me!
and then my sister goes hey jacob say hi to my mom!
she says that as we walk out and he goes..
hi grace's mom!
me and him were both red!
it was sooo bad!
umm
and about the whole former best friend thing..
she totally hates her family and o prety much f eel the same.
my family sucks!
accept my aunt.
she is amasing!
but i have to go or else ill get caught by my dad.
:(
ily people...



every body scream your heart out.<33

havent been on latley...

ok still no one reads this but here u go..

ok so the main things....
my pet ferrett died on 10-30-08 i miss her.


my friends wrote this i think its amasing : ]




Red red

Pumping pumping

Blood blood blood blood

Love love love love love love love love

Thump thump thumpity- thump thump thump, thump.

Thump, thump, BOOM! Thump, thump, thump, BOOM!

Valentine- will you be mine? Valentine- will you be mine?

Red veins, blue veins, green veins, yellow veins, red.

Pump pump pump pump pump pump pump.

Black hole, black hole, black hole.

be-bea-beat-beat-beating.

The missing piece.

My misery.

All's fair

In love

And

War.

♥


i was a heart when i copied it but now its a little deformed. lol
also josh is trying to get me to go out with my frined [and his] which sucks cus i still love him ... : [
ummm my birthday is coming up....11 days ....twilight movie..woo!
well im cold and hungry..so im going to get off...
i know noone will read this so.....
whats the point?!?!


whatever...



--grace.




when you can live forever what do you live for? - twilight